when no one's looking... i typically find myself listening to music and cuddling with my blanket from when i was a baby. i know weird..but its very comforting knowing that i still have some of my innocence. i don't want to grow up...i like my life right now and i dont have to worry about anything,...money, friends, family, jobs.. its all set for me..but when no ones looking and im all alone i think about it. what is my life going to be like 10 years from now, who am i going to be, who am i going to be married to, will i even be married...god i better be..anyways..yea bye
The only time i ahve to myself is when i am in my room, and when no ones looking. This year I am not in a single, i have a roomate, and she is most l;ikely in there. But when she is not, I know this may soudns weird, but I clean my room. It is always messy. But i have the motivation to clean, so that when she comes back, or when someone else comes in, the clean room is a surprise.
At Westminster, it is very hard to find time to be by yourself. However when I am alone, most of the time I call my family. It is very hard to find time in the day to call home, and it is always easier to do when you dont have alot of loud people in your room.
When no ones looking... and im near a computer ill go online and check the scores for the soccer games that were played that day. Or i will go to WWW.soccernet.com and read the articles and player profiles.
well living in the dorm and walking around baxter...you always have someone looking. Even when you believe you are truly by yourself walking on squibb path or checking your mailbox, you can count on a 4th form day student boy, sneaky pete, or faculty child to be looking at you. I have excepted this fact and therefore never pick weggies, adjust my bra, or whip out a cell phone outside of my room. And even while in my room, i am always careful because I live right across from the Daleys. I always am questioning if mrs. daley can see me ass naked during her early morning walks with her dog. But when i am fully aware that no one is looking, i usually sit and read books in my bed and eat peanut butter with my bare hands...
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when no one's looking... i typically find myself listening to music and cuddling with my blanket from when i was a baby. i know weird..but its very comforting knowing that i still have some of my innocence. i don't want to grow up...i like my life right now and i dont have to worry about anything,...money, friends, family, jobs.. its all set for me..but when no ones looking and im all alone i think about it. what is my life going to be like 10 years from now, who am i going to be, who am i going to be married to, will i even be married...god i better be..anyways..yea bye
The only time i ahve to myself is when i am in my room, and when no ones looking. This year I am not in a single, i have a roomate, and she is most l;ikely in there. But when she is not, I know this may soudns weird, but I clean my room. It is always messy. But i have the motivation to clean, so that when she comes back, or when someone else comes in, the clean room is a surprise.
At Westminster, it is very hard to find time to be by yourself. However when I am alone, most of the time I call my family. It is very hard to find time in the day to call home, and it is always easier to do when you dont have alot of loud people in your room.
When no ones looking... and im near a computer ill go online and check the scores for the soccer games that were played that day. Or i will go to WWW.soccernet.com and read the articles and player profiles.
when no ones looking i rock out to music, even rap occasionally which i have claimed not to enjoy on numerous occasions
well living in the dorm and walking around baxter...you always have someone looking. Even when you believe you are truly by yourself walking on squibb path or checking your mailbox, you can count on a 4th form day student boy, sneaky pete, or faculty child to be looking at you. I have excepted this fact and therefore never pick weggies, adjust my bra, or whip out a cell phone outside of my room. And even while in my room, i am always careful because I live right across from the Daleys. I always am questioning if mrs. daley can see me ass naked during her early morning walks with her dog. But when i am fully aware that no one is looking, i usually sit and read books in my bed and eat peanut butter with my bare hands...
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